The happy pills must be starting to kick in, as i feel okay. Not as down and analytical as the past week or so. I still can't quite get the feeling that things are not right between me and MD.
I try so hard to forget all the terrible things that have happened between us and all the time i have been shattered and hurt by him, but i can't. I told him this last night and he begged me to please forget about things and not bring them up as it is hurting us both and we are getting along so good and things have been so great lately that bringing up the past will just ruin what we have.
He is right !! (first time ever lol) and i really need to move on. I dont want to go down the same track that we have been on in the past and if i keep thinking about those things they might just happen.
I am desperately trying to lose weight at the moment, and this is another reason i think i am feeling down. I just feel so fat and uncomfortable. I would love to lose 10kg, I am sure this would make me feel better.
Must keep telling myself....I AM NOT HUNGRY, I AM NOT HUNGRY....maybe this will work.
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The same 10 kg have landed in wa too. I'm not hungry I'm not drinking I am going to keep the happy pills up and continue to be happy
GOOD ON YA.....i wanna be in your gang!!! the happy gang
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